Ok today I am going to take a new twist on my blog on do what most bloggers already. Say what is on their mind.
Ok last night while trying to sleep I came to the conclusion that I am so internally backwards I have to remind myself who I am.(Not literary I am not yet that crazy.) Here is why I think I am backwards.
I hate senseless violence but I would give almost anything to get in a brawl.
I think it is stupid to hear someone cuts themselves but I am fine punching a pole until I bleed.
For me this is a really big realization. It may seem small but it keeps me up at night trying to figure my stuff out.
Fly on. Fly free,
Avian Fang
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Basically, you like to fight and you like to hit things? Are you like, the school bully or something?! Personally, i will get my ass kicked in a real fight, but play fighting i love. My brothers are much older than me tho, so they always win.
Beth
I am not a school bully. I would be more along the lines of middle man or the person getting bullied. I will admit I have a very destructive personality though. I have never been in a real fight which might be the reason I want to so badly but I am not sure.
Fly on. Fly free,
Avian Fang
Dont you play fight with your brother or something? I have a destructive personality too, but i have a very short fuse. In summer, people at our fight school on the field, some serious some not. Generally, everyone stands around egging them on, then the dinnies see and everyone scatters.
Beth
No I don't play fight. I don't do any type of fighting.
I thought you were a street fighter?
I want to be a street fighter.
Fly on. Fly free,
Avian Fang
ok fag im gunna be sooo grounded if i get caught but this is for u. Ive tried killing myself many many times and ive almost suceeded and then i realized u no if i die i would loose friends and ill just be dead and the problem is that some people dont think b4 they try killing them selvs and i didnt ither but now im not that dumm anymore.
much luv
Smo
Ps:Im ungrounded saturday! YAY!
fang sooooooooo srry bout that ppl i mean FANG
much srry luv
SMo
That fine I don't mind if you vent but I do think it would have been more appropriate under the "Suicide" post other than that there is nothing to be sorry about.
Fly on. Fly free,
Avian Fang
You're not the only one who feels like that. On top of what you do, I tell people to take it easy in sparring, when I work to the point of collapse myself. And I do the same thing with forms, and injuries, and plenty of other stuff, too. But I've always been backwards. I was really temperamental in elementary school, like I used to punch people who'd pinch me on St. Patrick's day. I like helping people, but refuse it myself no matter how much I need it. And I've been in a fight or 2, but the people I fought were wimps, so it doesn't really count. And anyway, they started it. I was just defending myself ;)
~Anonymous TKD person.
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