Life

I was listening to some music earlier today and one of the songs reminded me of an old poem my Grandma had always said. It was about life and what the writer would do if she could do it over again.

If I had my life to live over,
       I'd try to make more mistakes next time.
            I would relax. I would limber up.
     I would be sillier than I have on this trip.
     I would be crazier. I would be less hygienic.
  I would take more chances, I would take more trips.
 I would climb more mountains, swim more rivers,
  and watch more sunsets.
I would burn more gasoline. I would eat more ice cream and less beans.
 I would have more actual troubles and fewer imaginary ones.
        You see, I am one of those people who lives
   prophylactically and sensibly and sanely,
 hour after hour, day after day.

              Oh, I have had my moments
 And if I had it to do over again, I'd have more of them.
       In fact, I'd try to have nothing else.
    Just moments,one after another.
     Instead of living so many years ahead each day.
    I have been one of those people who never go anywhere
   without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a gargle, a
  raincoat, and a parachute.

   If I had to do it over again, I would go places and do things.
                      I'd travel lighter than I have.
     If I had my life to live over, I would start barefooted
        earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall.
          I would play hooky more. I wouldn't make such good grades
        except by accident.
                  I would ride on merry-go-rounds.

                       I'd pick more daisies!


The song I was listening to was called Rooftops by Lost Prophets.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbm97i3sOM4
Before you comment please listen to the song it is actually pretty good, but what I am asking is what would you do differently
in you life if you could do it over again.

Personally I have made a couple mistakes in the past which I would prefer to change maybe make some new friends, see other
people's perspectives. But hey I am still young my future is yet to be set in stone. I want to live, I want to be able relax and not
worry about anything. I want to be able to sit back and watch the sunsets.  I want to be able to have a life where I can make mistakes,
and take chances. I am afraid of the future because I don't know how in our society to achieve a life like this.

Feel free to express what you want in life, or how you would do thing different, or even how you would suggest I accomplish
my goals because personally I am stumped on what to do.

Fly on. Live free

Avian Fang

Music

I realized what I want to do with my blog. Strangely enough I have decided I just want to type stuff. :) But regardless I know I am a bit of a different thinker and that is what I will write about.

As you no doubt have guess my main topic for today is music. I like every type of music I listen to almost everything. Some things that bug me though are that a lot of the new music now a days... sucks. (In my opinion) Most of the popular stuff on the radio is a sort of catchy beat and really, really, really, repetitive lyrics. I believe if any band tried this kind of music ten years ago they would have been kicked off stage immediately. I like all types of music just most of it is old music, ACDC, Beatles, Rolling Stones, Great Big Sea (Kinda old.) I will say that some new songs are good but not many.
I know I am a downer and this may not apply to you that I saw most popular songs are not very good but if you disagree with me feel free to says so and please include with it a reason why you think so.

Another thing that kinda bugs me is being profiled by what type of music you listen to. If I listened to rock, or metal, or blues, or country, or almost any other type of music it does not mean much but if someone listens to quote "emo" music (I hate the term emo) then they are considered an emo.
That is ridiculous, if someone listens to "emo" music then they like a certain of music. Music is music. It may a way of expressing yourself but not always. I will admit there are a couple songs the could be categorized like this that I do like. Call me what you will

Fly on. Fly free,

Avian Fang

Me

In front of all the people I know and talk to I am almost always a different person in a sense. This is because no one I know, knows all my sides and this my bite me in the butt later but who ever reads this will be the first and probably last.

So here it is. I am kind and supportive, funny, nice, a joker, and a comedian, i have a sharp wit, and a sharper tongue. I can be a dick, an ass hole and a douche all at the same time (sorry for those who don't use this type of language.) I love to read, play video games, workout, talk, fight, and chill. I am an actor I can play any part I feel I need too. I can talk with ease, be calm and quite, or completely wired and jumpy. Some people I know talk a lot about nothing, so I listen and talk, some people don't talk at all so I talk and then do their own thing. I have a long temper but a powerful one, I can hold a grudge but I am also forgiving, I prefer piece but am pulled towards conflict. I have a dirty mind and I more than occasionally make my fair share of double entrandres (double meaning puns usually sexually themed). I am an intellectual person, but can also be a dumb ass. I am hard working and lazy. All my free time I spend lounging around but I work out like three times a week (more when rowing come back around.) I am determined and strong willed if I set my mind to something I WILL accomplish it. I am a ginger. I am a procrastinator. I am old school and I don't like most things "new" that are happening especially music. I have strong beliefs and usually can't be convinced into doing anytihng I don't feel like. All though I am a great manipulator and it is one of my hobbies, the ability to bend other peoples mind and will to do what you want with a bit of language is quite entertaining. I would say I am at least partly insane. I am a lover and a fighter and I totally can have my cake and eat it too.

Fly on. Fly free,

Avian Fang

Argh it is over

Well for me and most others today is the final do of Christmas holiday and now we are all being forced back into routine and school. Look all days before I go back to school now I have to cram all the work I was supposed to do in two weeks into one day. HOORAY procrastination. Happy New Year everyone and I hope you have less homework then I do.

Fly on. Fly free,

Avian Fang