Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Me

In front of all the people I know and talk to I am almost always a different person in a sense. This is because no one I know, knows all my sides and this my bite me in the butt later but who ever reads this will be the first and probably last.

So here it is. I am kind and supportive, funny, nice, a joker, and a comedian, i have a sharp wit, and a sharper tongue. I can be a dick, an ass hole and a douche all at the same time (sorry for those who don't use this type of language.) I love to read, play video games, workout, talk, fight, and chill. I am an actor I can play any part I feel I need too. I can talk with ease, be calm and quite, or completely wired and jumpy. Some people I know talk a lot about nothing, so I listen and talk, some people don't talk at all so I talk and then do their own thing. I have a long temper but a powerful one, I can hold a grudge but I am also forgiving, I prefer piece but am pulled towards conflict. I have a dirty mind and I more than occasionally make my fair share of double entrandres (double meaning puns usually sexually themed). I am an intellectual person, but can also be a dumb ass. I am hard working and lazy. All my free time I spend lounging around but I work out like three times a week (more when rowing come back around.) I am determined and strong willed if I set my mind to something I WILL accomplish it. I am a ginger. I am a procrastinator. I am old school and I don't like most things "new" that are happening especially music. I have strong beliefs and usually can't be convinced into doing anytihng I don't feel like. All though I am a great manipulator and it is one of my hobbies, the ability to bend other peoples mind and will to do what you want with a bit of language is quite entertaining. I would say I am at least partly insane. I am a lover and a fighter and I totally can have my cake and eat it too.

Fly on. Fly free,

Avian Fang

3 comments:

already_in_the_air said...

Confused, you forgot confused. But maybe that's just me, getting confused by your contradictory words. That was kind of insanely inspirational. Why on earth would you think only one person will ever read this? You should give speeches or something, because honestly I know a lot of people who feel like they're almost alone when they can't be they same person around everyone--myself included--and hearing this would probably make a huge difference for them.

You know, I can't exactly realize what I'm feeling right now, but I feel like you must have a GIANT weight lifted off your shoulders. (Which I am a teeny bit jealous of....) I've never read (or heard, or seen, etc.) something so open. I can't imagine what it would feel like for me. I'm not a liar, not really, but with nothing to hide from people, I think I would probably feel better. Do you feel better, having said all that? Or--because you said no one knows all your sides--did you actually not reveal everything? Hm. Now I'm thinking....

PS: Is this what you meant about talking about nothing?

deranged_cheese said...

Partly insane people unite!!!!! xD!!

P.S. GO WATCH MOULIN ROUGE NOW!!!

Avian Fang said...

I don't have Moulin Rouge unfortunately but next time I get the chance I will check it out. Aita (already in the air this is your new name.) I don't know how this was inspirational but I am glad that I was. Feel free to show all the people you thing need this, this. If you are jealous of me because of this why don't you try it.

Avian Fang