I am here today to talk about love, my current state of depression, and relationships. And of course by talk I mean I am going to ramble on until I feel like stopping. :{P (Smiley with a mustache)
What is love? (baby don't hurt me) I had to make that joke. But seriously what is love, how does one describe the sensation of being in love. How many of my readers have ever been in love. I have, once. A while ago though. I don't think I am capable of explaining the feeling in words.
Onwards because I forgot what I was getting at earlier. So ya currently I am kind of depressed, which sucks. Like I mentioned earlier I was in love a long time ago, and I have not had a relationship since. :( Ok so I was at my friend Lewis' party the other day and we were chilling, having some drinks, having fun. When we started to crash and going to bed at like 3 me and this girl whose name I do not feel like mentioning were together. (NOTHING HAPPENED DON'T WORRY!) With that out of the way, ya so we were together holding each other close, and it made me feel so good again, like I did when I was in love. So the next day party ended every went home and now I am stuck wishing for that feeling again, and it is making me depressed.
I can not remember what I was going to mention about relationships so I will make a post on it alone when I remember.
Fly on. Fly free,
Avian Fang
P.S I HATE MOSQUITOS!
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How old are you because i was just wondering (not in a perverty way)
Anyhoo i cannot be a pervert because i am in love myself its horrible, i mean he doesn't even like me at all and i always say i hate him because i feel like i have to, hes really horrible and a little shit (s'cuse my language)
But hes i soo nice (when he wants to be, which not often)
and it just makes me want to comfort him and hold him close and i never want him to leave or go away.
God, this is so messed up i mean he used to be really nasty but maybe thats why i like him (crazy, i know) and thats probably made me who i am (a rather cool person, if i do say so myself)
If you have every heard something crazier you must be really weird
(oh, if you want to know why i am doing everything in brackets, don't ask)
and i agree with the gambling thing and bye
RaChEl
lol, by the way i admire you
(NOT IN THAT WAY)
because you aren't afraid to show your feelings even though you know there are people reading this.
rAcHeL
Thanks Rachel. Personally from the way you write I think you should be able to find much better people than this guy. If he is as much of an asshole as you say then leave him. Or ask him out.
But if you like him "To each its Own"
/ "Beauty is in the ye of the beholder"
I am not afraid to show my feelings because of my Alias. It is easy to say how you feel when people read it and not know who I am. :)
And I am 16 how about you?
haha not saying lol (not in a i think your a weirdo way but in a you would probably be shocked at my age)
oh why don't you get together with that girl again?
lol sorry i can't tell you my age
well... i could, but i won't
RaChEl
lol about the shreddies thing don't Nestle own them and they still sell them and go on www.diamondshreddies.com if you want to get really annoyed
I don't need to know your age but I am curious as to why you do not wish to say it. If you don't feel comfortable that's ok but I am just wondering.
I am not really annoyed with the shreddie thing anymore that was like a year ago.
Avian Fang
omg you just posted and why is you time thing like at 9 in the morning?
i was rootin through your vlog thing and i didn't think you would look and talk like that in real life its weird you sound different when you write
RaChEl
I probably would my vlogs are not very well prepared. I usually only do 1 take and when I take I make it up as I go. When I write a comment or post I have the time to think about what I want to say and how I want it to sound. Then when people read them they add their own ideas for voice accents and expression.
I don't know why it says 9.
Fly on. Fly free,
Avian Fang
P.S How did you think I would look/sound
P.P.S How did you like the vlogs/do you think I should do more (with more planning)
yeah the vlogs were good i might post something like that on my blog and i thought you would be the same height i didn't think you would have glasses (i'm not 'dissin' them cos i have glasses) and i thought you would have brown hair (even tough i read one of your posts and it said you had ginger hair) apart from that it was pretty much what i thought you would be like.
RaChEl
Thanks, I would recommend making vlogs they are kinda fun. Looking at my youtube account though I am sad cause some of my vids get messed up.
lol erm what would you think i look like from the way i write?
RaChEl
p.s Do you like horses?
pp.s Have you ever rode a horse?
ppp.s Do you even like animals ?
pppp.s Do you have any pets?
Like horses. I have ridden on horse rides before but never really experienced a real ride. I love animals. I have two cats and one dog.
I hate bugs though.
I would guess from your writing.
About 5'6". Brown hair, glasses, green eyes, medium sized body. Maybe a bit younger than me.
If I get this at all right I will be amazed.
Avian Fang
ok cool about the horses
erm brown hair brown eyes i don't know how tall i am but probably quite a bit shorter and younger
lol have you ever tired to change the template for the blog?? i think the minima dark wiht blue or orange and white writing would be cool.
RaChEl
oh i forgot you should try cantering on the beach and jumping it is AWSOME and i wish i had green eyes cos harry potter has green eyes
RaChEl
p.s did you hear about michael jackson?
pp.s what your favourite michael jackson song?
I thought about it once but I never got around to it. Well I got the brown hair part right and brown eyes makes more sense then. I might change it up.
Avian Fang
oh snazzy blog design i like the green and the pink mines black with purple and white
RaChEl
Yes I heard about it. My fav songs where thriller, Billie Jean, and Beat it.
Thanks I like it to.
Avian Fang
oh and i'm sorry your depressed hopefull you'll find someone and then you will be happier.
lol Billie Jean's my favourite too
RaChEl
Alright, all I have to say is this:
Love is what's there when you feel like there's nothing to hold on to. It tells you it's OK when you know it shouldn't be, and it tells you things are going to get better even when you know there's no way it will, but you believe that things will look up for a reason you can't explain, and then suddenly the world gets brighter. Love is looking up into a sky next to a pine tree and the glint of gold sings into your soul and you know who should be with you, but it's OK if they aren't. And love, finally, is what eases the pain of everything else so you can go and love the rest of the world.
That's what love does for you, and it can come in the form of anything or anyone. Love just is. Sorry if I make no sense.
~me
PS: I haven't been on in a while, so sorry I didn't comment sooner!
does anyone do a martial art?
i am starting jiu jitsu and i want to know what you have to do tricks and stuff.
any help would be appriciated and leave a comment on my blog!
http://star-food.blogspot.com
(its not actually about food)
RaChEl
I have done karate, boxing, a little bit of jiu jitsu and brazilian jiu jitsu and some Tea Kwon Do.
Basically pay attention and you will learn everything you will need to know.
oh mk thanx
rAcHeL
oh damn apparently i am 1913 yrs old so i am older than you
lol do another post about anything you haven't done one i ages!
lol and just if you were wondering thats me in the picture i am not a hippie or whatever and rachel is my rachel name i bet i can guess your real name
I bet you can to. Just check my profile and go to email it is right their.
:P
I will make a new post today,
oh damn i didn't know that! DAMN YOU (in a nice way)
I disagree with the gambling thing. Gambling is taking a chance, to win or lose, and love you can only lose dignity and pride. Ok, a problem for some people, but really, if that person likes you back, your really gonna have a great time. Not speaking from experience...
To tell the truth, I have been in love, and it didn't really make a difference in my life. It seemed that all the people I liked only considered me a friend, and somepeople i didn't look at twice were heaps obsessed with me. Tis all so confuzing.
In ways, love is just a part of life. Go with the flow, man. If it feels good, stop, think, consider, and make a choice. Before you do anything drastic.
Just an answer to Rachel...X's question, I do boxing, and my uncle taught me a bit of Tae Quon Do. As soon as I can find somewhere local, I'm taking up western combat, like knife throwing, sword fighting, buckler, archery and axes. Awesome.
Ps.
Dudes, if you want to know each others names, check out your profiles. Its all there.
Pss.
Hey, Avian Fang, are you Christian? Cause there are alot of things I can say that might help with depression. Though I understand if nobody wants to hear them.
It would be PPS not PSS. Post script (PS) Post Post Scrip (PPS) Post Script Script (PSS.) Sorry but I am a technical person.
Oye love is just like life. But I am no longer depressed. I am happy again (for now).
And I am no longer a christian. I am apparently agnostic. Really I don't care anymore if there is a good or not. Agnostic closer to atheist then christian though.
But feel free to say what ever you want about religion I don't mind but I might make comments about it.
Ill try not to be mean IF IF IF IF I do make comments.
RANDOM TEXT QWERTYUIOPASHJKLXKSJHGAKJGHK!
Avian Fang
Yeh, whatever. Gramatical, much.
Then again, look at my alias.
Anyway, good to hear your nolonger depressed. Life is great. Try travelling. I've travelled the world, and still I can't get enough.
And Agnosticism isn't actually a religion. Just a tip.
Also, why'did you stop? What happened?
And since your not depressed, I'll not say what I was gonna say, no point...
I know it is not a religion it means for me it means I just don't care. And I am happy I am not depressed. Nothing happened I just realized that religion is completely obscure and it made no sense to me anymore. I might make a post about that one day.
Avian Fang
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